Blue Sky

Blue Sky

Once alone in this darkness.
They knew nothing about my tears.
Even my meaning.
I'm heading to a place I want to be.
A place where people cares.
There are no pains and sorrow.
Ocean wind is blowing once again today.
I'm heading for another tomorrow.
My heart refuse to awake to the truth.

My fate is waiting for me, so please wait.
I'm born, so I have nothing to regret.
I'm going to fight with the fate I have inside me.
If you believe in me.
I'll shine just like the stars.
Tears of the clear blue sky, will fall softly on us.
Someday it'll turn into a smile.

Chasing the pace of the blowing wind.
It slowly slips between my fingers as I grab it.
Truth really scars me.
I never intend to give up.

Moonlight softly shines over me.
Refection of the bright light shines over a new path.
If your the only one lefted in this journey, please don't forget me!
Where will my unknown future awaits for me.
No matter what comes forth, I'll always give a helping hand.

The path will change by our decided mind.
Strong and strenght will always be with you.
Tears of the clear blue sky is over flowing.
By tomorrow the sky will definitely be clear.

Looking back now...
The feeling I walked away from back then.
No matter where I travel.
I promise I will never lose myself.

My fate is waiting for me, so please wait.
I'm born, so I have nothing to regret.
I'm going to fight with the fate I have inside me.
If you believe in me.
I'll shine just like the stars.
Tears of the clear blue sky, will fall softly on us.
Someday it'll turn into a smile.  

the reason i am updating my blog is people those who didn't understand me should take a time and read this short update, or maybe long who knows.

sometime people can never hate each other for a reason unknown, and no matter how much people hurt you and misunderstand you, you must take a time out and listen to them, because sometime we would have made some mistakes without warning, and of course i made a lot.

i wouldn't bother saying what miskate i made, but i want to say i love you all, and if you think i am still hating you all, i'm not bother cause i changed my name and last name, and have been noticed as dead.

so i wouldn't bother anything more about who i am and what i am no more.

but still i love you all for giving me the chance to be who i am.

Snow

Once again i'm updating this blog with my new song lyrics, some reason this really shows the refection of a girl who wishes to shine like a diamond, and that girl would be me... why am i talking so darkly now, well...not surprised from the large change i when threw.

Diamond

-Single : Diamond
-Band : Alice Nine

I want to know your deepest wish
Your desire
Nothing can be shaken off, your strong musical volume
In your loud voice, sing out loud

If the sun doesn't wake up
The world can reset itself
Even if the shadow is dancing in the light
I'll take you by the hand and gulid you to the light

What do you seek?
What do you want?
The light will shine within your palm
Even if our hand become dirty.
Darkest night I'll shine.
Diamond Night
Diamond Shine

Once I pray..
My hand still tremble
Whats your desire?
Don't you think?
We're like dolls without thoughts?
I won't allow these tears to flow

From lies
To getting hurt.
I won't go under these punishments
No condition.
I will shine threw these painful force
Against all these invisible force..

What do I believe
What do I seek
The light will shine within my palm
Even if our hand become dirty
Darkest night I'll shine.
Diamond Night
Diamond Shine

update

it's been a long time since i updated this blog of mine, which was also the first blog i ever had.

then again i don't seem to really care no more, althought so many things has changed threw this blog, then again i don't seem to mind keep on moving different blogs.
the reason i updated this blog, is because i know some people who knows me, or those who forgot about me, would want to know who i am.

yes, its true i have cause a lot of problem to those who care about me, and those who never even cared and used me for some other reason i don't wish to know or talk about it.
it's been so long since i came here, the last time i updated this blog, was because of the song i wrote.....

I write song lyrics during my free time, then again this is life....
Some people out there still hates me, and back stabs me for the mistake i made, as some has forgotten who i am, even if i remember them, and saw them down the street.

it's funny, that i changed so much within a few years, still sometime i wish to talk to those who hated me, but then again i'm not bother.
keeping my face up with a smile isn't easy, althought there a some scars over here and there, even if you don't wish to harm others, it would be safer to harm yourself.

i don't seem to regret the words i said on here....
anyway.... this video is for those who remembers me...and those who doesn't....